Internalized

from Dead Living by Mad Trapper

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INTERNALIZED
I sit inside myself, cleaning & stitching up the wounds that simply refuse to comply.
Come one, come all, this is where the show is, this is where the wolves come from miles around.
they say we come into this world and exit it alone, but refuse to talk about what happens in between.
Truth is we were always alone and it cannot be changed.
Every battle ever fought has been within you & like most wars, neither side will truly win.
Daggers and spears flay chunks of flesh, and each demon feasts on your spoiled meat.
Internalized cannibalism, stuck pig bled dry and thrown into the trough.
cut myself from sternum to cullion to emerge from the inside out, wiping shit off my skin.
feeling anew although i am still dealing with my own shit eating grin.
We were always alone.
We are always alone.

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from Dead Living, released June 29, 2015

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